That Time I Tried To Kill Myself

That Time I Tried To Kill Myself
Something you may not know about me…. I used to suffer from major depression and anxiety. I tried to kill myself in my younger years, unsuccessfully thank you God. After struggling with a lifetime of emotional suffering and full blown panic attacks, I couldn’t bear more suffering.
I know what you must be thinking. What you? Miss Happiness Sunshine Queen? (lol!)
Yes…. ridiculously happy life lover me once dreaded having to live.
I chased my dreams HARD as a youngster. Thinking that if I only rode Grand Prix (horses, my dream since a child), had my own successful equestrian biz, was in love with a hot man, had the success, the perfect body, blah blah blah that I’d be happy.
Well I did all those things…..I did them well!!!! …… and I was still miserable.
It turns out that joy isn’t because, it just is. Meaning joy is a state of mind, it’s an internal creation it’s not because of anything outside of us.
The real kicker is that once I actually shifted my internal, my unconscious and conscious minds, once I shifted my neural pathways to just naturally be happy – life got way easier. The struggle stopped and life became way more miracle filled, joyful, gentle, and something I was excited to wake up and live.
I know this was my chosen path because I’ve lived the deep dark places and still got my ridiculously happily ever after.
If I can do it, anyone can do it.
Wealth, Health, Happiness…. it’s all an internal state of being and one that I specialize in. (Yep, I’m like the fairy godmother of mental health and living your dreams sustainably!)
Do you suffer from depression and/or anxiety? How about lack and limitation? Maybe life feels like it’s an uphill battle? Does the idea of either money, prosperity, happiness, love feel possible for others but not in your cards?
If any of these ring true, I want to talk to you. I have the solution. Don’t listen to what the mainstream says about coping mechanisms and just getting by and “managing” the suffering. You CAN be totally free of it and live a life you’re excited to wake up for.
Why don’t I just package it in a 4 simple step process it and sell it like wildfire? I wish I could…. but that’s not how this works. As a Psychoneurologist, I want to be able to hold your hand every step of the way, this is what creates the lasting changes you desire. And the best part? This work FEELS amazing!!!! It’s fun to do!!!! And it’s not time consuming or labor intensive.
Maybe life isn’t quite as challenging to those extremes but you know there’s more for you out there – a-okay, I got your back! Let’s do this!
My programs fill up fast so if you’ve been on the verge of reaching out, please do so now!
You can schedule a complimentary no pressure chit chat with me via or by emailing
Please don’t settle….. life can be a living joyous prosperous miracle. And it’s my passion and mission to get you there.
With love and belief in your happily ever after,

Leading results based Psychoneurologist and Celebrity Life Coach, Ashley specializes in emotional health and wellness, unconscious and conscious mind transformation, and the internal resources necessary for success and of course, how to create a life you're excited to wake up for.. Ashley is known for helping her clients have radical lasting transformations and move into a state of abundance, thriving, and joy centered living.

“Our reality is often a mirror of what’s inside us, by transforming our inner world we can experience a new outer world.” –Ashley

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